Back in the world

I am back here in the world.
Back in the land of dreamers.
Mesmerised by the beauty of the night.
And then I gaze at the full moon.
So clear.
Illuminating the night sky.
Daylight breaks.
I am beginning to see more clearly.

Why this back and forth?
Are there still more lessons to be learnt?
Sometimes I am tired of falling and having to climb back up.
I forget how. I forget that it is easy as breathing.
I forget that I am made to fly, not crawl.
Soon I will be soaring above these misty clouds again.
But why not here and why not now?